Priya walked toward the cave, glancing around. She didn’t want to reveal her rendezvous with John. Dewdrops fell off mist-laden foliage, wetting her feet, as a cold wind blew. Bright moonlight deflected off damp swaths of bushes camouflaging the landscape.
She had to also be cautious of Riya, whose sudden appearances at times when she least expected her, gave Priya the jitters. She often acted as if she were crazy, dictating terms to Priya; what she should, or shouldn’t do.
Priya felt a single vibration of the cell phone in her skirt’s pocket and retrieved it, hoping to see John’s text. ‘Happy Valentine’s Day 2000…’ Some jerk, sending a message at the stroke of midnight to someone who wouldn’t even recognize the number.
“Fuck,” she mumbled as she approached a Yakshi Pala, the devil’s tree, near the cave’s mouth. Legends claimed that Yakshi, a female demon, dwelled on the Yakshi Pala. As midnight fell, she’d assume the form of a beautiful maiden, go on a hunting spree to lure her male victims. She mated with them, lifting them to the highest peaks of carnal pleasure. Then, she drank their blood, ripped off their guts, and ate the innards.
A shudder jolted her body as she felt the cold touch of a finger on the tip of her ear, and someone whispered her name. Priya swirled around, just in time to see a pala leaf bounce off her shoulder. Afloat. Swaying in its way down to the ground. But the voice she heard? Maybe, it’s her mind playing games with her. She continued to walk, brushing aside her thoughts.
Why hadn’t John called or texted her yet? It was unlike him. He’d never want to put her in a state of anxiety. She saw no point hanging around outside in the cold, especially considering Riya’s surprise visitations. Would she know a cave existed here? Priya decided to go inside and wait, rather than risking exposure.
She stopped at the entrance, scanned the surroundings again, to check whether someone was spying on her.
As she entered the cave, her flashlight’s beam fell on a trail of blood drops.
She saw scarlet stains shine on the mossy wall, when she reached closer. She tracked the trail with the light’s beam, and John’s face, bathed in blood, came into focus.
A wave of chill jolted through her body and goose bumps mushroomed on her skin. “John!” Her voice echoed in the hollowness. “Wake up, John.”
Reaching down for his shoulders, Priya felt a stab of pain in her right knee. She swept her skirt up and stared at the white cotton bandage. She didn’t remember being injured. Riya? Nah, she wouldn’t know how to tend to injuries.
Priya had slept until the alarm went off at 11:30. She didn’t recall having got out of bed after sneaking into her comforter, the February chill of Wynad lulling her. Then, how could she get injured?
John remained on the floor, legs at an odd angle, eyes open, and mouth agape.
A draft of cold air blew against her calves as Priya moved towards him, her skirt swirling and she almost tripped. The flashlight fell off, rolled on the ground, its beam danced across the cave’s wall.
She held his hand, shook him. “Wake up, John! Please…” He sat motionless. But she could recognize a distinct scent on his palm, a familiar aroma.
Droplets of water dripped from the cave’s roof and she felt vibrations under her feet, as thunder rumbled. Another gust of cold wind blew, making her shiver. “No, you couldn’t die!”
But dead he was.
Priya noticed his cell phone lying next to his leg, grabbed it and checked for messages. The last one was from Priya’s number at 21:45. ‘Just a slight change,’ it read: ‘We’d meet an hour before schedule. Sorry, but hurry… see you there by 11:15.’ Next to it was her earlier message, that had confirmed their meeting at 00:15 beneath the Pala.
Who’d send a message to John, from her phone, rescheduling their meeting?
Did she hear footsteps? She turned around; nothing, but the foreboding shadows created by her flashlight’s beam.
“The boogeyman, Priya,” Riya’s voice echoed inside the cave’s labyrinth. “Can’t you see, don’t you recognize his aftershave’s scent?”
#
Mother often warned Priya when she was a child that the boogeyman would come and get her if she acts naughty. She’d never seen a boogeyman. But she conjured up an image in her mind. A disheveled man, his large haversack holding children kicking their feet.
As an adult, she’d wake up during nights, hearing his footsteps, and scrutinize the murk when his lean frame emerged from the shadows. His fingers made her shrink, curl, and turn. But she never fought back. He was a demon, a male version of Yakshi. He must be dreaded.
So, pretending to be asleep, but alive to his cold touch, she’d peek at his figure. His red eyes, burning embers. Stubbles, hard as coconut husks. Incisors, curved like a serpent’s fangs. After he left, she’d sit up, cowering, pull the linen over her breasts. His scent lingered, a haunting aroma.
Priya knew Riya since her early teens. On many occasions, this strange girl appeared in her life and it amazed her that she looked like her. But, a bit darker and smarter.
In contrast to Priya’s docile nature, Riya had a defiant attitude. She often asked Priya, why she never fought the monster.
#
Despite the fears about the boogeyman, childhood was fun for Priya. She remembered ruffling Grandpa’s jet-black hair combed back in sleek cowlicks, a hint of coconut oil making it glaze. Running her hand along his clean-shaven face, she’d feel his cheeks.
Grandma would sit in her chair watching them, her gold-rimmed spectacles raised high on her forehead, curly locks swept back under its frame. A book on her lap.
Unlike papa and mama, who fought with each other, her grandparents loved each other. An only discord between them was Grandma’s objection to his parrot hunting, and occasional drinking. Especially, parrot hunting.
“So bad you kill those poor birds,” she’d say.
Grandpa laughed. “I got to protect my paddy.”
“Why can’t you have someone else do it?”
“In any case, their deaths will count as my sins.”
Grandpa used to be the police chief that headed Malabar, the Northern Kerala region, during British regime. He owned over a twenty acre of land inherited from his parents. After retirement, he involved in agriculture, a small part of it for cultivation of paddy.
He used to take Priya also for parrot hunting, despite Grandma’s protests: “Why do you make her partake in your sin?”
He waved at Grandma, as he took Priya’s hand and walked toward the field. “She’s to inherit my properties, and she must learn to protect her possessions.”
The parrots came in large flocks, swooped down on the fields, dropping into an ocean of green. They’d remain camouflaged in the lush growth of paddy plants, savor the taste of tender grains.
Grandpa sat in his easy chair, kept under the shade of coconut palms, and reached for his slingshot hanging from the chair’s arm. Raman, his male servant, stood by his side, full attention on the master’s gestures, eager to serve him.
“The tender grains taste sweet,” Grandpa said, pulling back the flat rubber band holding the stone until his hand touched his chin. He took aim, closing one eye and squeezing the lids of the other into a narrow slit. “It’s their scarlet beaks that betray them.” He released the stone.
Out in the field, Priya noticed a chaotic swaying of paddy plants. The flock took off, frantically flapping wings, and faded into distant horizon.
“They’ll come back soon,” Grandpa said, looking at Raman.
Raman fetched a tray with chewing paraphernalia.
Grandpa picked up a betel leaf, dabbed it with lime paste, and sprinkled a few shards of crushed areca nut over it. “Go, bring the bird.” He pushed the rolled betel into his mouth.
As Raman placed the tray on the ground, Grandpa said, “Allow her the opportunity.”
Priya ran into the fields, thrilled at the chance to retrieve grandpa’s hunt.
Shaking plants revealed the fallen parrot’s location. It wriggled in a mesh of paddy plants, trying to squeeze its way between their sturdy stalks. Its attempts to raise its wings served only to increase its torment.
A splatter of blood masked the crimson ring around its neck. Part of its brain peeked out of a shattered skull. As Priya picked it up, the bird’s head rolled on its frail neck. A gush of warm blood hit her wrist.
The bird shuddered in a final spasm. Its scarlet beak hung open to reveal a fleshy tongue. A shiver ran along Priya’s spine as its eyes closed.
She’d seen worse situations. Sometimes, Grandpa hit a parrot’s wing instead of head, leaving it for a longer, more excruciating struggle. She watched them desperately cling to their lives, trying to raise their wings, circling on the ground. “Why don’t you shoot them with your gun?”
“What’s the point in wasting a bullet when a stone is enough? Better to save bullets to kill hunts that take bullets to die.”
Priya returned. “It’s dead, Grandpa.” She handed him the carcass.
He grimaced, seeing the shattered skull. “It’s going to take lots of patch work,” he said and gestured to Raman. “Keep it in the basement.”
A self-made taxidermist, Grandpa kept several stuffed parrots in a shelf in the basement. With shining eyes and glazing feathers, those soulless birds looked real.
#
Priya also cherished her memories about John. Together, they had faced horrors beyond the caricature she drew of the boogeyman. They had heard rumors about a cave at the far end of Grandpa’s estate. He said it existed only in freaky stories. But, a few months after Priya turned thirteen John came to her home, took her aside from a group of girls she played with.
“The cave is for real,” he whispered. “My dog found it.”
“What?”
“Jimmy, chasing a mongoose, led me to it.”
“Really,” Priya asked, her eyes darting around, looking for the dog.
Papa hated John’s dog as much as he hated its owner. So, John came home only when Papa was away at the office.
“You went inside?”
“No, it’s something we’d do together.”
“Let’s go.” Priya grabbed his hand.
It took them almost half an hour of scouting through thick shrubs growing under large mango and jack trees. John parted the foliage with his hands. As they bent down to inspect, the darkness inside the cave’s mouth seemed to wheeze, as if an asthmatic monster lurked in there. A dense growth of creepers prevented sunlight.
Priya pulled at John’s shirt. “You sure we want to do this?”
“Don’t worry.” John switched on his flashlight. Lying low on the ground, he stretched his arm into the foliage, to direct the light.
“It’s so spooky, John.”
He held her hand. “There may be an opening on the other end. Let’s go that way.”
On the other side, there was a grassy path.
“It looks like some predator frequently uses it,” John said.
The midday sun revealed jagged gray stones bordering the cave’s opening, beyond which darkness loomed. John lit his flashlight. The beam traveled along the brooding interiors. A large group of rats looked up; eyes glowing, nostrils flaring, whiskers quivering.
“Nasty creatures.” John picked up a stone and threw it to chase away the rodents. “Let’s see what’s in there.”
A shudder ran through her body, and she clutched at John’s arm as they climbed down the zigzagging path on the cave’s floor. Suddenly, John tripped and fell. Priya held onto him and they tumbled down together, landing against the mossy wall.
The flashlight slipped off his hand, rolled down, and got lodged by the side of a boulder. Its beam cast a halo on John’s face as he tried to rise.
Her head ached. An acute pain clutched the insides of her belly. Something was terribly wrong with her. She glared at John, a watery veil blurring her vision. He laid on the ground, head tilted to a side, a gaping lesion on his forehead. A tiny stream of blood oozed out from the thick mat of his curly hair.
Pain shot down to Priya’s groin as if an arrow churned in her gut. A warm trickle seeped down her legs. She curled her fists, closed her eyes. Teeth gritting, she crawled towards John. Leaning against the wet, slimy wall, she sensed something move on the cave’s ceiling.
Priya grabbed the flashlight and trained it at the source of the sound. Bats, nestling in the dark corners, suddenly began to squeal. She watched in horror as the critters crawled around, hanging onto the ceiling’s rocky surface.
Eyes twinkling, tongues darting out of their tiny, rosy mouths, the legion continued their wailing. Another trickle erupted on her thighs. Priya raised her skirt. The parrots had cursed her for partaking in Grandpa’s hunting. She watched the crimson trails in stunned terror, and swept the skirt down to her ankles.
Priya felt John stir.
“What happened?” he mumbled.
Priya rested her head on his shoulder. “I’m afraid,” she said. She felt her heart thud faster in her chest.
#
Riya never turned up when Priya needed her. Her visits occurred after the boogeyman left Priya’s bedroom. Riya would wipe away her tears and urge her to fight the monster. Priya knew, if she tried, something worse would entail. The boogeyman might hurt her grandparents, or John.
To mark Priya’s puberty, Grandpa held a customary celebration at the mansion. All their relatives and friends attended, except John and his family.
Priya complained to Grandpa, and stretched her arm to ruffle his hair.
“No,” he said. “Don’t do that. You’re no more a child.”
Priya didn’t like the sternness in his voice.
Grandma came and held her close to her bosom. “Come on, I’ll brush your hair.”
“You hugged me,” Priya said, “why couldn’t he?” Priya didn’t understand why Grandpa’s gender should be a barrier to his affection, after she became pubescent.
Revelations came with age. Priya realized the implications of John being a Christian. Papa wouldn’t allow him to come to their house, or her to meet him at his place – first because of his religion. Second, his poor social status.
Priya never understood his philosophy. John refrained from meeting her in the open. So, they met only in the cave, their rendezvous.
John had killed most of the vampire bats and rodents. He’d sprayed repellents inside the cave so the rest wouldn’t return.
#
Grandpa had got Priya enrolled for a medical degree, a year before she lost John. She had no friends in college, nobody shared a common interest with her. Back home, she had those stuffed parrots in the basement and Grandpa’s tools to keep her company.
His collection included an assortment of autopsy saws with general purpose and cranial blades, skull keys, harpies, and scalpels that he preserved. “I had to drop out of medical college,” he said once. “I want you to be a doctor, a goal I couldn’t achieve.”
She also had the stacks of books on taxidermy and embalming. Those were her priceless inheritance rather than the estates or mansion.
In his will, Grandpa left nothing for papa. “He believes in his independence,” he had told Priya, as a clot of blood erupted from his mouth. “He wouldn’t want my property.”
He struggled to breathe as air stalled in his chest, his cancerous lungs failing him. “You seem…” A bout of cough stopped for a few moments. “You’re acting odd sometimes. And, I see the parrots… flutter around you.”
“I’m okay. And see, there are no parrots.”
“Don’t…lie.” He coughed again. “You’re forgetting things. It’s like… you’re dissociating from your true personality.”
“It’s just that I sometimes forget things.” She cast her eyes away from his gaze.
She knew it wasn’t just that. A week after John was killed, Grandpa told her he’d seen her returning from the woods. Nearly an hour before she actually found John’s dead body. But she didn’t recall her going there previously.
Was it Riya that he’d seen, perhaps, did she kill him?
She kept wondering, how the boogeyman knew the cave. How could he know John was there? Text messages in her cell phone, perhaps?
Did Riya know too? Did she follow her, on a day Priya might have been careless, and found out?
Grandpa coughed again. Another stream of blood gushed out onto her wrist. His fingers began to lose their warmth. She stared at the red splatter, suppressing an urge to free his hold, run to the washroom, and retch out her remorse.
The parrots now hovered, those crimson circles prominently pronounced around their necks, wings fluttering. The commotion caused the air to wash over her like a tidal wave. Priya felt chill lash along her body, making her shiver. Grandpa squirmed in bed, like a parrot that took a hit on its chest.
Eggs of the parrots her grandpa killed might still be rotting in their nests, deprived of the warmth of mothers to hatch them. Drawn by the thoughts about the unborn chicks, the parrots’ souls took off to where their eggs nestled.
Stooped over their nests, they furiously cracked the shells in which their babies began to decay. Fumes escaped and a stench of rot filled the air. The parrots came back, hovered around Priya, flapping their wings with frenzied vigor.
The smell of decay curled and swirled, cascaded down from the nests, swept towards the mansion like a tornado. It stormed inside, burst into the bedroom. A suffocating odor filled the air, swept into Grandpa’s lungs. He choked in a coughing spree, his body twisted and turned.
Priya sat mesmerized, as he struggled in his bed, flayed his limbs. Finally, she released her grip on his throat as he gave up his efforts to breathe.
#
Grandma reasserted the notion that something was terribly wrong with Priya, when she asked, a few days after Grandpa’s death, “Why have you been so critical of me in the morning? You also mumbled something like parrots’ revenge.”
“What?” Priya, sitting next to her, said. “I don’t remember having spoken to you in the morning at all.”
“Don’t think you can fool me.” Grandma cast a stern look into Priya’s eyes. “You think this is a joke?”
“What do you mean?”
“You don’t really remember?” She stared at Priya for a long while. “You asked wasn’t I happy you couldn’t play with Grandpa anymore.” She took a deep breath. “You accused me of being jealous.”
It was true that sometimes Priya thought she’d noticed a glint of dislike in Grandma’s eyes, when Grandpa showed his affection. But she’d never mention it to her Grandmother, knew it’d be impolite. “No, you know I’d never…”
“I must tell you this.” Grandma held her hand. “Sometimes, you act as if you aren’t who you really are.”
“Sorry…” Tears rolled down Priya’s cheeks. “I really don’t remember.”
“Don’t worry.” Grandma embraced her. “I know, you’re a good child. Maybe, you didn’t recover yet from the shock of grandpa’s death.”
That night, Grandma killed herself. Doused in kerosene, she set fire to her white sari, a symbol of her mourning. Parrots reveled in her agony, fluttering in the smoke-filled room. Priya, held down by Riya, watched wondering, did Grandma know what transpired?
#
The police officer that did the inquest on grandma’s death was the same who handled a missing person report on John’s disappearance. He asked simple questions to Priya like whether she noticed anything unusual. When asked why her grandmother would commit suicide, she said, “Grandfather’s death would’ve been too much for her to bear.”
While investigating John’s disappearance, he had asked Priya whether she knew anything that could help the case. She said, “I broke the relationship with John, because my papa was against it. Maybe, he threatened him, so he ran away.”
The officer did not press any further.
Priya’s personality, like boogeyman’s haversack, held dreadful mysteries. She had several secrets hidden in dark recesses, like stuffed parrots Grandpa stocked in shelves. Most precious of her collection was John’s embalmed body hidden in the basement.
Nobody ever went there except her. With Papa and Mama gone to office on weekdays, and sneaked into their separate private worlds on weekends, Priya had enough time to engage in her indulgences without being noticed.
Mama often was proud of Priya’s grades, believed she’d become the first doctor in their family. So, circumstances favored her. Grandpa’s tools and reading of his books triggered the idea of preserving John’s body.
“You know, Priya, you’ll never have a life with John. Your father won’t allow it,” Riya had told her.
Of course, she knew.
“He’d marry a Mary, or a Jolly, abandon you,” Riya laughed. “What’s going to hurt more, you know?”
“What?”
“Just, think Priya, you’d have to watch him throughout your life…”
“Watch?”
“See him walk, with Mary, or Jolly… hand in hand… And, imagine him making love…”
“Stop it.” Priya stood panting. “I’d keep him, forever, with me.”
#
In the wee hours of the day of John’s death Priya had shifted his body. She cleaned an old bathtub left in the basement with detergent and antiseptics, filled it with water. She immersed him in it, scrubbed and bathed him.
“Don’t worry,” She whispered while combing his hair. “I’ll take good care of you.”
She laid John’s body on a table where she’d spread fresh linen and a plastic sheet over it. “Now, it’s going to hurt a little. But I know you’d go through the pain for us.”
She removed John’s brain, filled his skull with bitumen, salt and several aromatic herbs. She injected his veins with cedar oil.
“Yes, you’re my John.” She kissed his forehead.
#
The boogeyman had visited her on the night of embalming also. She laid awake, eyes closed, and listened to the door creak. His odor filled the room, the smell of aftershave.
A rough palm snaked up her back, fingers sneaking into the hem of her blouse. His hand squeezed her flesh. She closed her eyes tight and a teardrop slowly found its way out, smearing the lashes.
Priya thought about the tarantula that Riya gifted her.
After each night of boogeyman’s visit, Priya took refuge in the spider’s company the next morning. She’d take it out of its glass jar for a purgatory ritual. She’d strip, lie on the table where she dissected John, and leave the arachnid on her chest.
It enjoyed her warmth, her softness, pounding of her heart. It’d raise its forelegs as if to greet her. Then, it began to move, crawling over the mounds of her breasts at an achingly slow pace. It’d slide down the space between her chin and neck, legs stretching over her lips, and poking into her nostrils. Its touch cleansed her of filth the boogeyman’s fingers left on her.
She had other spiders in a different jar; black widows, brown recluses, and a giant goliath bird-eater. They thrived in their little cage, feeding on small frogs and insects she provided.
Those were reserved for the boogeyman. A combination of their bites could kill. One day, when she’d muster courage, empty the jar on his face.
Priya jolted up as the monster’s hands now pressed the mounds of her buttocks. Sensing her awakening, he fled. Before she sat up, she heard a latch click as he pulled the door shut from outside. Maybe, he couldn’t stand the glint of recognition in her eyes.
Riya appeared. “You should’ve snuffed him.”
“I’d, one day, soon.”
Riya giggled. “Let’s see…”
“I’m sure,” Priya said, “he’d give me a reason, an act I wouldn’t forgive.”
“Good,” Riya said. “His annihilation matters. And, I’d give you the right reason.”
#
The following day, after her parents left, Priya went to the basement. Her worst fears became true. John had disappeared.
“John!” she called out, searching every nook and corner.
Why did Papa hate him so, and why wouldn’t he allow her this much freedom at least, to keep John with her?
Papa didn’t mention anything about John when he returned. Maybe, he didn’t like to talk about the topic.
Without John down there, she wouldn’t want to return to the basement. So, she shifted the spiders into her bedroom.
She didn’t want Papa to get rid of her legions.
#
In the night, Riya came to Priya’s room early, when she sat at the dressing table, combing her hair.
“Are you ready, Priya, to trap the monster?”
Priya didn’t see her in the mirror. When she turned, Riya stood just behind her, now placing a hand on her shoulder.
“Sorry, I didn’t see you,” Priya said.
“I just walked in. So, today is our day.”
Priya remained silent.
“You go to bed,” Riya waved her hand. “I’ll come again when the time ripens.”
Priya lay awake in her bed, listened to the door creak.
The boogeyman’s silhouette appeared among shadows, on brisk steps. Priya squeezed her eyelids shut, peeked through the narrow slit.
Inside his guise, Priya smelled him, he couldn’t erase the scent that betrayed him.
He sat on her bed, ran a hand along her exposed calves. A palm crept along her legs and squeezed her inner thighs. She grabbed the flashlight and hit it hard on his forehead. “You dared to steal John?” She kicked at him with both legs.
Riya suddenly appeared. “That’s nice, Priya.”
“Who’s John?” the boogeyman asked before falling on his back.
Clutching the flashlight between her jaws, Priya grabbed the jar, and emptied its contents on his face.
“Crush that jar on him,” Riya said.
Priya threw the jar onto the bed, trained the flashlight’s beam into the boogeyman’s eyes. “I want to see your dread,” she said.
A couple of brown recluses darted into his mouth as he began to speak. He tore at his face with both hands. The black widow inched into a nostril. He choked.
“Good job, Priya. You see, I kept my promise, gave you a good enough reason.”
Priya saw the goliath bird-eater arch its back and stridulate. She wished she could see its bristles spike into his mucus membranes. She knelt by his head. “Your smell betrayed you,” she hissed. “You thought I wouldn’t know if you ran off when I waken?”
“C’mon, Priya” Riya said. “Your plans worked, own up you orchestrated the charade.” Riya disappeared.
The parrots arrived. “Riya was smart enough to be present at the right places, at the right time, when each died… John, Grandpa, and Grandma,” the birds spoke in unison.
“To hell with Riya… And, you little demons, go away.” Priya swung her arms.
“You couldn’t endure the pain of losing John to another woman.” The birds hovered above her head. Their cacophony echoed inside. “Possessiveness.”
“Just go away.” Swinging of her arms became frenetic.
“Your option, keep him in the basement. So, you can have him forever.”
“Riya killed John. Stole his body, to get the boogeyman killed.”
“You made it appear so. Riya is but an extension of your ego, one dissociated from your identity. Your mother never mattered in your life, so you spared her?”
“Grandpa’s tender grain, go feed yourself more. It’s made you intelligent,” Priya said, before shooing away the last of her demons.
Hareendran Kallinkeel (he/him) writes from Kerala, India, after serving in a police organization for 15 years and 5 years in the Special Forces; plus, 3 years as an online tutor for a US portal collaborating with American Universities. His fiction tends to be dark with some fantastic or magic realism elements, and rarely a hint of humor. Recent publications include Bryant Literary Review (Bryant University), El Portal Journal (Eastern New Mexico University), Cardinal Sins Journal (Saginaw Valley State University), Night’s End Podcast, and 34 Orchard. His story will appear shortly in Hyphen Punk Magazine. A finalist of Best of the Net 2020, he has also been nominated for Pushcart Prize.